Didn't get to see my two sexies yesterday =( dissapointing... I was about to go but then Michelle was already leaving and I couldn't get a hold of Melody so that was a disaster!!! Argh.. so let's see, I think I just went for a joy ride for a bit, went to my neighbor's and play with his booorrrrring turtles. O and I didn't see Juan yesterday cause bellaire too far to drive heh. My dad took me and my neighbor to PatLand and the puppy is sooooo cuttteee!!! I'm gonna get one hopefully =D hehehehehe. I miss michelle and melody grrrr... haven't seen those cuties in who knows how long. And I thought for sure yesterday was flaw proof.. but I guess it showed me! Argh one day one day... Hmm last night I was chilling with my neighbor edwin and I put makeup on him. Have you noticed guys are soo pretty with makeup DAMN! LOL well kevin s. came over later and then we ate at ed's house and ed couldn't goto the movies so me and kevin went to the movies to meet up Carl and his homeboy Chow <- Is that right? LOL... We watched "Head of State" man that was funny! I had a good time.. went there like at 9 and came home at 3 cuz we went to Hotshots to go play pool for a bit. SLick's had a 45 minute waiting list!!!!  heh I had a great time =) Me and Carl were on a team, we beat Kevin and Chow 3 times outa 4 games.. go US! Carl's sweet haha Happy Early Birthday!! Today I went with my friend to go look for volunteer places. We went the the Memorial Herman Hospital down in beechnut and in August.. we're enrolling in the 1-year, 4 hours a week program. Over the summer, We're volunteering at the methodist hospital over there by Quail Valley and Sometime soon... we're volunteering at the Animal Human Society.. I saw the Most beautiful Husky.. sigh! Yea I basically got my year planned out.. my junior year is important.. I'm working hard at it . I can be proud of myself teehee!  APRIL 5, 2003 <-- Reminder to self: Go back this saturday for the Humane SOciety Orientation. Alrighty.. well my mom's bringing home chicken wings soon. Yummy for your Tummy. And later.. I might goto church with Carl and Boi. Too soon to tell.. I know tommorrow's school.. but oh well and I have to do luandry, finish my homework.. stuff like that so I guess I better get started on all that right now. Byee *MUCH LOVE*

Haha aww haven't seen those clements chicks in awhile heh... miss all of yall.. damn i need to visit. Hahaha ok tesia bring it on bring it on =P jp jp

Mannn... went to a party last night. HE IS FOINE ... no joke. I usually think guys are cute or hot but this guy is the SHIT. hehe. The party was tight.. and I'm not gonna lie and im not gonna sound concieted, but I'm just saying I haven't got that attention in awhile and it feels good you know? JUst to know you're still wanted... but then again you also feel "man, guys are so shallow".. so I dunno. Oh well... I met these two really nice guys.. funny as hell. Made me laugh and my cheeks hurt all last night HAHA.. silly!!! Jaypee took me to the party and stuff and he told me stuff about what people say about me to my boyfriends and shit and that's unfair, because first of all I know myself better then anyone and then you don't barely know what I'm thinking and it's not YOU thats in the relatiosnhip.. so why the hell you saying shit. And that's not just one person.. A lot of people telling my boyfriends "Shes too good for you, she'll play you, your just the next in line, she treats you like shit, look wat happened to the rest of her boyfriends" well let me tell u! YOU DON"T KNOW SHIT! I do care for my boyfriends and my bfs know that. I treat them good so WTF! And if I don't it's not like im doing it on purpose.. im a girl i get insecure. And then It's not right for you to judge me when you are my friends and shit. I do TRY to make relationships work, but if the feeling is no longer there, then there is no point in keeping the relationship. That is just wrong for both people in the relationship. I build  my relationships on trust and my relatiosnhips have solid foundations okay? Don't be in my business if you don't know the whole story. You're just looking from the outside and judging and then saying shit which you think is true but man fuck off and quit being so nosy and stuff. It's not your problem so don't involve yourself. That's all I have to say.

Gooing to the carwash today to see my lovelies =) Michelle and Melody... and a whore who's gunna get her ass kicked. Right right guys.. Beat down time Might goto movies later with this dude from the party, but i dun really feel like going =\ Oh yea.. he tried to kiss me at the party.. made me feel weird and shit but i was like no so yea he was like ok daz cool and he went away lol. And when I was leaving this other dude I was talking to most of the party time... he kiss my cheek and that was outa nowhere lol. He's funny HAHAHA. Might visit Juan later and stuff at Randalls.. silly boy

Shit a LONG ASS XANGA!

I personally like these colors better. It suits the mood I've been in lately... I little more gloomier than usual. The baby purplish blue color is just to happy for these days. Gray works for now. Hehe. Gonna see my babes Melody and Michelle tommorrow.. hopefully!!!!! Going to the carwash to see my bebes. Michelle said that hoe might be there *no names*.. eewww disgusting.. O well (no hating, no hating) I make peace.. i dont provoke war teehee! I took my TASP test today for almost 6 hours straight.. and im not kidding. My head hurt. SO much thinking!! I think I did okay though. I think I have a good essay, I hope atleast. My day is better then yesterday so I think everything will work out and turn out alright after all. Yipeeeee!!! I love my GIRLS!!!